College

It took a little talking into, but I decided that I am going to use this resource at hand. I really don't know many people on blog, but oh well here I go anyways. Today was crazy wonderful. It was such a beautiful day that it absolutely killed me to be inside. I begged every teacher for class outside; my begging proved to be unsuccessful. It almost seems like a sin to not enjoy a day this beautiful. The thing that really stinks is I don't get home from play practice till 6 and by then the sun is going down. Maybe tomorrow will be equally as beautiful and I can try my teachers all over again.
Right now the big thing going on in my life is college. Not that I am in college yet. It is so strange to be fretting over something that is so far away. I have so many essays to write on top of my mounting homework. Not to mention that it is a struggle between me and my parents. Almost every Sunday (which ironically seems to be the day most arguments occur) it is my mom vs me. I love both of my parents and I know that they have done a good job raising me thus far, but they need to know that the college I go to I will be going there alone for 4 years. It is important that they like the school, but what is more important is that I like the school.
The big issue with the school thing is I want to go into the Youth Ministries or Missions. I have been called to do this since 3rd grade. Because of this I really want to attend a school were I can study that field. This means smaller private Christian colleges. Both of my parents are convinced that I should study something else forst thing. They do have a point because I could study anything and still be a youth director, but I really want to take advantage of the opportunity college provides me with to really study the youth Ministry. God has been guiding me in that direction for 9 years. Now he might be leading mt to missions in the Czech Republic. Either way the colleges which I would like to attend fits both perfectly. I know I shouldn't worry because college is something that I have been praying about since middle school, but it is so hard to have patience as God shows me which school to go to.

I know that his Will will be done
Please pray for my patience and that God will bless and be a huge part in my college decision